Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Birthday brithday birthday :)

Honestly the best birthday I've had in years :)

The day before my bday saw my wifey and got an awesome gift and had din with her :) was great!

On my actual bday I had dinner with the fam here at the house and opened my gifts :) and it was really nice to spend time with the fam.. it's been a long time!

Then went to mister's house and he was great.. even had a gift for me.. he's changed so much.. cuddly... says he misses me and us.. acts like he cares about me again.. I hope he keeps comin around...

Then Friday was brithday shinanigans.. went to B town and had fun although the night ended pretty ridiculously... ugh..

Saturday night was Toronto party!! Sooooo much fun! and mister showed up!! I couldn't believe it!! and the best part was we had fun!! got drunk and no drama just a great night.

then last night I went to my mom's and had bday din with my fam there :) also a great time and good to see my littls brother :) I love him sooooooOOOooo much!

Then went to the gym with mister and ended up stayin the night... we just hung out and cuddled all night.. it was great. still not sure what's goin on with us but it's better then it has been so that's good.

it's snowin out and it's almost christmas and I'm getting really excited :) I can't wait to just chill out with my fam and have some turkey :)

Talk soon!

Sunday, December 6, 2009

There's no place like home.

Wellll I'm back in the country :)

Feels good to be back home... I have my kitty and my friends and my fam and I'm feeling good :)

I've got a week full of plans so tonight is really the only night I have to just chill and do nothin so I'm taking advantage :)

Going to get my stuff from heartbreaker... I wrote him a letter last night.. it's like 7 pages.. explained exactly how I feel... and I told him it's my last attempt at getting his forgiveness... I'm making progress with my life.. I'm changing... every aspect of my life is so good right now except for my situation with him... so I said he either forgives me or it's over.. no if's ands or buts about it.. I can't do it anymore... reliving this shit constanstly is too much.. so I'm going to get my stuff.. we're gonna go to the gym and have dinner.. then I'm gonna give him the letter and leave.. that's that.. it will be nice to have one last night with him... and hopefully he wants to be with me but if he doesn't I'm ready to let go.. I can't keep hurting myself or letting him hurt me anymore..

Going out for dinner with my wife Stephie :) it's my bday wednesday so we're going to celebrate :) I'm soooooo pumped to see her!! Never EVER want to go a whole month without her again!! EVURRRRRRR! lol

Birthday dinner with daddo and Mel <3 super excited for that.. haven't had bday dinner with daddo in ages!!! then I'm off to Barrie for a few days..

Gonna chill with TL and visit all my friends/ co-workers in Barrie <3 should be good times :)

Chillin with TL again then havin my barrie bday party Friday night :) :) :) :)

Bday party number 2 in Toronto!! Should be goooooooood times!! :) :) :) :) :)

Dinner at my mom's possibly... and hoping I'm not dead from alcohol poisoning bahahah

Feels good to be home :) I should get to unpackin though so I'm outta here :)

Talk soon! xo