Tuesday, December 4, 2007

Appointment # 5 bajillion!!

so today I go for my specialist appointment... in about 20 minutes actually, which is great and I'm happy because he's a top specialist in Canada so hopefully he can figure this shit out!! ... there's two sides to knowing that I have to go in there today....

Side 1...
Happy, Hopeful, and Excited... because this means that I could be beggining the track of getting better and fixing my illness.

Side 2...
Scared, Unsure, and Nervous... because this could also mean that I get the news that I don't want to hear... and that news is that they can't do anything for me.

so wish me luck as I say a little prayer and hope like HELL that side 1 is the one I get!!!

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