So I think tomorrow is the day. that I will finally talk face to face with him.
we both decided that even if it's just to say good bye we need to resolve this. face to face. See eachother... talk to eachother. See how we feel.
I haven't seen him in over 3 months. That's nuts. I'm not going with any expectations. Just showing up. I know what I have to say. Things I've wanted him to hear from me for months. I want him to see in my eyes what he's put me through. I want him to remember me for me not for the monster I was by the time we broke up.
And I want to see if he's the monster he's made himself seem over the last few months with his actions. it's going to be very telling.
More details to come.