Someone asked me yesterday if I'm a christian... For most of my life my instant answer to that question would have been an immediate and stern Yes. Yesterday however, I found myself struggling to figure out the answer to that question.
Do I believe in God? YES. Where I struggle with this question is the "religion" that is associated with being christian. I believe that there is something (God) much greater then our human minds can comprehend. We don't control our fate, we don't decide what needs to or is going to happen in our lives, God does.
When I read a bible and it tells me Homosexuals are unacceptable, or women can't talk in church, or that it's a sin to eat pork, I start to have a hard time believing in christianity. I find it VERY hard to believe that God sat down with a human and said "alright, lets make a book of all the things I DON'T want you humans to do, to start off, if you're gay you're diseased and I won't love you, next women aren't equal to men make sure you put that in there, ohh and don't forget, NEVER eat a pig!"
Really?? The creator of the world, the creator of this amazing form that is called a human, the spirit that controls everyone's fate and gives us all a purpose was concerned about eating pork, who you fuck, and wanted there to be inequality in the species that HE created? I don't know about you but I have a hard time believing that. Which is why I don't say I'm christian, but the answer is yes I believe in God.
That's my thought of the day haha.
have a good day loves!