Friday, March 18, 2011

I really don't understand.

Fuck.

I didn't want to have to make a post like this again for a long time... yet just months later here I am...

I lost a friend Tuesday morning. A soldier. An amazing person. An incredible friend. He just didn't wake up.

Can someone please explain this to me?

Can someone please give me some answers?

Can someone PLEASE just fucking help me understand why the fuck people die so unjustly when they in no way deserve it. PLEASE.

I'm so sick of hearing "he's in a better place" I'm so sick of hearing "he's at peace now" I'm so sick and fucking tired of hearing "Everything happens for a reason"

WHAT COULD THE REASON POSSIBLY BE FOR MY 21 YEAR OLD FRIEND TO FUCKING DIE!?!?!????

FUCK.

3 comments:

Barry said...

I know there's an answer to this somewhere that makes sense, I do. I just don't know what it could be.

I wish I had an answer for you Channie, it's all so senseless to me. I'm sorry he's gone, my heart aches for you and for all those who knew and loved him. Life is so so precious.

Channie said...

Thanks Barry... I know there's a reason too... I'm feeling much better now.. this post was shortly after I found out... it's just so difficult to go through and even more difficult because I don't understand it.

Barry said...